Daydream shopping.
Posted by TwistedFantasies | Posted in | Posted on 6:10 PM
What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Tatu - Gomenasai (sorry in japanese)
aghh, I love this song soo much.
i've been trying to fight this addiction soo much.. I can't just zone out anymore.. i've got things to do, it's crunch time. I really need to talk to someone about this but no one ever wants to listen.. except for my characters of course, but I can't tell them.. :/
My mom never wants to hear about it, she says it scares her. Well, that makes me feel a whole lot better. :3
I saw a poll on the maladaptive daydreaming forum:
I thought this was an interesting question. In my daydreams, half the time I'm a guy (Boy X) and Mel is my girlfriend or vice versa. I alternate between characters. It makes the storyline & dialogue richer. Of course I'm still attracted to Boy X but when I see someone in real life who looks a bit like Mel, I feel this weird attraction. *sigh* I've never really thought about it that much.
I even have a desire for guys clothes. When me & my mom go to the department store, I LOVELOVELOVE to look in the guys section for clothes for Boy X.. I call it daydream shopping. && I don't just do this with clothes, If I see someone I like in a magazine, I'll cut them out and develop their personality & characteristics as if they were real.
My mom just doesn't understand & of course I'd never tell her about this problem. ;/
Whatever I can't tell people in real life, I'll tell my characters..
Well atleast I'm going out tomorrow. I might get to go daydream shopping again, woot.
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl
When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed
Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now
What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain
When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself
Tatu - Gomenasai (sorry in japanese)
aghh, I love this song soo much.
i've been trying to fight this addiction soo much.. I can't just zone out anymore.. i've got things to do, it's crunch time. I really need to talk to someone about this but no one ever wants to listen.. except for my characters of course, but I can't tell them.. :/
My mom never wants to hear about it, she says it scares her. Well, that makes me feel a whole lot better. :3
I saw a poll on the maladaptive daydreaming forum:
Do you think maladaptive daydreaming could make you gay, bi, lez or develop gender identity issues over time if you daydream you're the opposite sex?
I even have a desire for guys clothes. When me & my mom go to the department store, I LOVELOVELOVE to look in the guys section for clothes for Boy X.. I call it daydream shopping. && I don't just do this with clothes, If I see someone I like in a magazine, I'll cut them out and develop their personality & characteristics as if they were real.
My mom just doesn't understand & of course I'd never tell her about this problem. ;/
Whatever I can't tell people in real life, I'll tell my characters..
Well atleast I'm going out tomorrow. I might get to go daydream shopping again, woot.
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